05 June 2010

I believe someone is going to help me

I failed yesterday. Hell, I failed through the whole week.
This needs to stop. Hell, I'm back to 127.4lbs. Almost 58 kg.
Since this morning, I’m only allowed fruits and veggies. No sugar, no oil, no sauce, NO BULLSHIT.
The choice is between FATTIE and SKINNIE.

I know where I wanna stand.

I’m working from the office today, but I stopped by at the market this morning and bought a bag of strawberries and apricots.
Will have salad at noon.
Will hit the gym tonight (won’t have much time though, I’ll likely be able to burn 300-400 kcals).
Will hit the gym for an intense cardio session tomorrow morning (when I do this, I usually manage to burn 800kcals).

And tomorrow afternoon I’ll leave again, back to the place I was this week, but I will be strong. Actually, the director will be there, and he’ll make me work like crazy, but he knows me well and will force me to go running EVERY morning and will not let me eat carbs. He’s an ex-fattie now super toned, and totally thinks I could use dropping 15lbs.
And he’s hot.
This kind of hot, actually.


(ok, he has less pecs than HJ, but still has these looks, especially when angry)

(oh, and yes, I know I need to get laid. I just don't have the time to)

1 comment:

Matilda Bonnet said...

Since this morning, I’m only allowed fruits and veggies. No sugar, no oil, no sauce, NO BULLSHIT. :) I'm with you. I'm tired of this bullshit, soo soo tired.

& wow, if he has that look... wow. lol