28 June 2022

strange times

 As summer advances, and we've now had more than 34° pretty much every day for the last two months, reaching easily 36° most days (93 - 97 F), we live more and more in a strange situation.

America shows its biceps, but the reality is that all the guns that have been sent to Ukraine will slowly but steadily trickle into the hands of bad people (not bcs they are Ukraniana, but because any country has bad people, and bad people know how to take advantage of available weapons), and will slowly but steadily trickle to Western Europe.

Nobody would ever go to war against Russia - after all, didn't we all read War & Peace, and Vasilij Grossman's Stalingrad? (if you haven't, do read Vasilij Grossman - it's an awesome book and it really explains Russia). Granted, I despise this war, but only an idiot would believe that Europe would benefit from a war against Russia. 

Russia is one of the countries where women were treated equally decades before Europe started doing so. It was probably one of the best part of communism. Meanwhile, the US are banning abortion.


Last month I attended a conference in Barcelona where a famous economist explained why he was against the European Union, the Euro currency and so on. As it was a Western Europe work event for partners, the audience was your typical white manel. The economist said a lot of interesting and smart things and then over the Q&A everybody rushed to agree with him. Then I raised my hand and asked "I understand the importance of economies and KPIs, but I think there is more to it. What about the possibility of easily having all these people from different countries in this same room? What about how easy it is for young people to travel across Europe this days, to study or work abroad getting to know a different culture? What about the fact that we're enjoyed peace since 1945, sadly not across all Europe, but at least in the European Union, including when the Wall in Berlin went down?"


They said I was talking poetry, but I still believe the European Union represents one of the greatest achievements of the Western culture. It is far from perfect, but it's beautiful in its imperfection. I am somehow more concerned by the warmer summers and the lack of water then by Russia and America.

13 June 2022

Surprise!

 Last Thursday evening, there was the leaving party of one of my work lieutenants, and as you can imagine I drank a bit too much - not awfully so, but wine was not top quality and thanks to my allergies I woke up in the morning to find some bumps on my face (that luckily disappeared well before noon).

On Friday evening, there was Husband's work summer party. I almost bailed, as I was really tired, but then, it was really close to my office so at 7h30PM I signed off and decided to stop by to say hi to a few friends. And luckily I did...

... because it was actually a surprise birthday party for me!

(yes, truly yours is turning 40 this week)


I always wanted a surprise birthday party.. and never had one before! Husband pulled together a surprising number of people (supported by Matt, my work best friend) and I was truly moved by the fact that some actually drove from far to attend, especially on a very warm Friday night.

In short.. it was awesome, and I really felt loved!


Coming soon on "Waiting for the Miracle": my 16yo nephew temporarily moved in with us as today he's starting his summer internship!

08 June 2022

tired

 Things are mostly okayish.


I'm working so hard I don't really have time to feel tired. I almost freaked out during the 3 days in Corfù with Mom - she has become so high maintenance... and sometimes I cannot stand her way of being tight with money. I'm not a big money waster frankly, but I do not see the point in saving 50 Euros if it means taking a bus with no AC that will take 2 hours (plus one extra waiting hours) when I can afford an Uber that will make me save 2 hours and a half. Time has become precious.


These days, I'm usually waking up around 5h30 in the morning (though my alarm is set at 6). I manage emails received overnight, water all the plants (I really have many, and since weather is so warm where I live, this takes some time), tidy up a bit the house and by 6 I'm back in bed with breakfast for myself and Husband. 30 minutes and we get up, we get ready and by 6.50 I'm in the gym. by 7h40 I'm back but I cannot seem to manage showering, untangling my hair and getting ready in less than 40 minutes (Lord knows I tried). This mean I'm not at work before 8h45, and then.... it's work until 8h30 PM these days, run home, eat a bite, manage some more work emails and go to bed.

It would be okay honestly, except that I'm spending also 5 to 10 hours working in weekends. Weekends are spent working, at the gym, sleeping, cleaning the hamster tank and fixing food, eating and drinking.

Luckily, busy season will relent in a month or so.

Weight wise, I usually lose 2.5kg from Monday morning to Friday morning (c.5.5lbs) and gain back most of it over the weekend