Sand in my brains

I go on like a robot, dragging myself to work every morning, going to the gym, smiling and answering kindly. Something's wrong, many things are wrong, and I don't know where to start in order to do some spring cleaning in this mess. And then like a ray of light I realize I long so badly for being in Nepal. For spending days away from the frantic, from the smog, from the telephones and emails. Where the soul would be in harmony with the body Where the fat wouldn't matter so much The friends are moving abroad, one by one, they've been doing that for years. I'm the only one who came back. As they leave, my loneliness increases, becoming more and more intoxicating.

Ana Cobra Starship tribute (HELL YES)

129.9lbs this morning. FINALLY breaking the 130 wall.
I know Easter is ahead, but right now I feel soooooo goooooood
BMI 20.6

2 more kilos and BMI will be below 20.
I'm starting to think I can manage to reach 54 by May 31 (leaving for Greece on that day)


You were a problem child
been grounded your whole life
so now you're running wild...

You think you're hot shit, uh I love it...

Stumbling but yeah, you're still looking hella fine! Keep doing what you're doing!!!!

Well you're a HOT MESS
and I'm falling for you

You're a hot mess,
I'm loving it HELL YES!!!

(If you're dancing on the table you go you gotta go, dancing on the tables, they say that you're unstable, you're a hot mess!!)

and, above all, my favorite quote:
I make the good girls go bad!
(you make me wanna lose control!)

Happy Easter girls!!

xoxo

O Fortuna (oh destiny)

O Fortuna
velut luna
statu variabilis,
semper crescis
aut decrescis;
vita detestabilis
nunc obdurat
et tunc curat
ludo mentis aciem,
egestatem,
potestatem
dissolvit ut glaciem.

Sors immanis
et inanis,
rota tu volubilis,
status malus,
vana salus
semper dissolubilis,
obumbrata
et velata
michi quoque niteris;
nunc per ludum
dorsum nudum
fero tui sceleris.

Sors salutis
et virtutis
michi nunc contraria,
est affectus
et defectus
semper in angaria.
Hac in hora
sine mora
corde pulsum tangite;
quod per sortem
sternit fortem,
mecum omnes plangite!

For translation : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/O_Fortuna
For the music : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DZ71CQiDBpY&feature=related

And, shall we talk about my weight? semper crescis, aut decrescis... detestabilis!!