(Post written on Thursday evening)
So, what are the plans for the weekend? Oh, yes, I’m missing the small birthday party Bro was throwing for me (not Keith of course, my other Bro). Just a nice BBQ with friends, possibly the Pirate. I guess most peopledon’t attend their own birthday party because they spend the weekend working, huh?
The Boyfriend is attending his best friend stag this weekend. In Budapest.
Do I need to be more explicit or are we clear that I’m going to work all weekend while he’s getting laid in Budapest?
I always suffered competition with chicks for Eastern Europe. It’s easy: guys who like me are into girls with blond hair, fair skin, blue eyes (yes, tall, because hey, I come from Italy, so taller than 5’6 is tall here).
So he’s getting laid in Budapest.
I’m home alone.
So I fasted all day, and then I shot an email to my skinny Alejandro, hot like Mexico friend with benefits. I thought what the hell, if Boyfriend is getting laid by some slut at a stupid stag, I can get laid by my dear slim Alejandro, can’t I? Boyfriend would never know anyway.
Of course I didn’t exactly wrote “Hey, booty call, bring your ass to my place pronto!”.
It was more on the lines of “Hey, wanna grab a beer Friday/Saturday night?”
So I cannot blame anyone but myself if Alejandro answered that he’s sorry, but he’s going to the sea for the weekend. I should have told him I was waiting for him naked and hot. How the hell should he understand that he’s getting lucky, when we haven’t had real sex in 4 years? And of course I cannot possibly tell him about the stag, because well, it’s none of his business.
Oh, needless to say, I binged after getting his answer.
And of course, I’m such a lousy bitch I cannot wait for Alejandro to come on Monday night. Because by then, Boyfriend won’t be in Budapest anymore, and I would feel too guilty. Fuck me, why am I so dumb?
Friday morning update:125lbs. Fuck me.
Friday 4PM (Western Europe time): I'm starting a fast. For as long as I can. Anyone joining me?
3 comments:
That sucks big time!Sorry I can't join your fast!I wish I could but my dads been keeping an eye on my eating and told my grandma to,too!But after Sunday I'll be able to join any of your other fast cause
I'll be at my mom and she fasts too.Anyway cant wait for your next update let me know how the fast went.Stay strong and beautiful.
That's truly shitty... Seems like everything went bad for you at once. That seems to be what happens to me too though. If anything's gonna go bad, it all goes bad together. Hang in there, hunny. I hope fasting helps you to feel better.
I'm sorry to hear that. It really sucks! Hope you feel better soon. I can join you in the fast. I started today.
Stay strong!
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