17 May 2011

Work, and 21.5 BMI. Even my shadow is fat

Work.
Work.
Work.
And there is nothing else.
No trace of Ana.

I still have great trouble sleeping (although it is getting a tiny bit better), I'm still a fat hippo (135.6lbs, or 61.5kg or 21.5BMI). Fuck.

Is Salman Rushdie Ana?
I don't think so, yet..

"All my life I worshiped her,
...how she made us feel,
how she made me real,
and the ground beneath her feet...

And now I can't be sure of anything,
for what I worshiped stole my love away...

oh come back!"



1 comment:

Eileen said...

Take magnesium before you go to bed, it helps with sleeping :)