Do I deserve your attention? Certainly not but you all know why ai am back.
Ok you do not know the exact trigger (but you already figured the situation) so let me share this.
In February I went on a work trip to the US and it was very interesting and also fun. I met some colleagues from other countries and even thought one fancied me. This is just to record I thought this, of course I didn’t care but I thought he was giving me the eye.
The week after that I had another work event in Europe and I was filmed for an interview. They shared the final cut today.
I look like a sea lion perched on a stool.
I shall also add that the interview was not at my peak weight which was 80kg last year (I dropped 6kg before the interview and 4 more since).
I have no idea how I thought anyone could possibly fancy me.
I am fucking horrified. My mother, bless her, is right. She, incidentally, has lost further weight after a knee surgery and is now 45kg.
The worst part is you wouldn’t believe how much training I am doing.
At this point t I shall just stop eating but I also thought it was time to come back to the place that always helped me.
I missed you lovelies
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