"Interesting" was his reply. (I had texted him: "So.. when I said I’ll be traveling again in July what I meant is there’s a 90% chance I’ll be in California" ) Then he added:
"Lmk when you know" - followed by
"I'm on NY and India in jul"
I did not reply to this.
Meanwhile, since my life is never under control (and never was, let's face it), the situation has changed entirely:
- I will actually be in San Francisco again in late June for a few days, I probably won't in July
- I have been so busy I literally have not had the time and energy to even text Mischief, but interestingly he hasn't either.
My idea is to get him on the phone early next week, tell him about the SF and ask if he wants to see me or not. At this point I want to understand it, I'm not interested in being someone he chats with when he is bored if he chickens out when it's time to see each other.
This may sound aggressive, but I do not want bullshit. If he backs out, fine, I'll lick my wounds and move forward.
Weight-wise, I am exactly where I was at the last post, despite training like crazy. Still better than a gain though.
On a completely different note, I got tickets for a big Anyma show. If you've never heard of him, check out the Sphere show he did last year.
Song for this post: "Extreme ways" by Moby (one of the songs that keeps coming back into my life as decades go by)
