04 May 2016

I skip meals, I gain wait, I can't sleep
what a fuck up
and what do I want a 6pack for?
I'm not even going to the sea this year
I'm turning 34 in a month, who the fuck am I kidding? crop tops are no longer an option.

I wish I could say the new job was a launch ramp for success.
It is not.
fuck.


1 comment:

Aye Ell said...

Hang in there lady! I spent all of last year on the weight gain train. it was miserable and it's been a lot of work to get it off. And I know how much harder it is as you get older too (I'm almost 30). I swear every year gets harder. But you can do it! You've done it before, and you are active and strong (both physically and mentally). You WILL do it.