and you’re married now, I heard that your dreams came true
I guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you
(And I heard she’s skinnier than I’ve ever been too)
Old friend, why are you so shy (and why are you still so skinny and gorgeous?)
ain’t like you to hold back, or hide from the light (oh no it ain’t like you, remember how you used to hit on me all the time?)
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited, but I couldn’t stay away I couldn’t fight it
(but I would only do that in my dreams I'm too fat to show up)
I hoped you’d see my face and be reminded that for me it isn’t over
(and it’ll never be, this ED will never be over)
Nevermind!
I’ve find someone better than you
I wish nothing but the best for you two
don’t forget me, I beg (I still beg to get skinny)
I’ll remember you said (yeah you said I was getting fat and you were damn right)
sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
(and sometime one just gets fat instead, like I did)
sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
you know how the time flies
only yesterday (well.. only 7 years ago that is)
it was the time of our lives (yes it was because I was so skinnier than I am now... even though not skinny enough apparently)
we were born and raised in a summer haze, bound by the surprise of our glory days (oh yes I was skinny it was glorious)
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but I couldn’t stay away I couldn’t fight it
I hoped you’d see my face and be reminded that for me it isn’t over (and when are EDs over?)
Nevermind!
I’ve found someone like you (better than you actually)
I wish nothing but the best for you too
don’t forget me I beg I’ll remember you said sometimes it lasts in love
but sometimes it hurts instead
nothing compares
no worries or cares
regrets and mistakes (of binges)
and memories made
who would have known
how bittersweet
this (EDNOS) would taste
nevermind
I’ll find my skinny body again
I wish nothing but the best
for you too
don’t forget me
i beg (‘cause one day I’ll be skinnier than your wife and why should her name be Anya after all? One could simply say you married ANA instead of me. And I promise it, but not to you, I promise to MYSELF THAT I'LL GET FUCKING SKINNY NO MATTER THE PRICE)
I’ll remember you said
sometimes it lasts in love
but sometimes it hurts instead
(This, is B)
3 comments:
L'importante è che ti ami...*Ti sono vicina*
Thank you so much.
xo
i know how you feel. EDs hurt.
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