In sleep he sang to me
In dreams he came
that hunger calls to me
and speaks my name
and do I binge again
for now I find
The pounds once lost are here
Inside my body
Fast once again me
wannabe skinny
My power over you
grows stronger yet
And though you turn from me
To glance behind
The fat you lost is here
Inside your butt
In dreams he came
that hunger calls to me
and speaks my name
and do I binge again
for now I find
The pounds once lost are here
Inside my body
Fast once again me
wannabe skinny
My power over you
grows stronger yet
And though you turn from me
To glance behind
The fat you lost is here
Inside your butt
2 comments:
It's a constant battle. 24/7. No one knows how hard this is. How obsessive it becomes. Xo
I've been avoiding the scale because I bloody know I'm fat AND it's been winter so the scale is so cold my feet actually cramp when I get on it >.<
I adore the German language. It has 2 settings: Hardcore Metal and Kawaii as FUCK. It sounds like one of the most cathartic languages to swear in!
Fully understand about the wanting-to-stop-eating bit. During the massive relapse lately I would have murdered for meal pills so I didn't have to go through the exhaustion of preparing and eating food. Ugh.
P.S.
Lol it's ok, we were both kinda drunk and I was basically yelling "DICK MOVE, BRO!" in between pissing myself laughing.
Wow, I'm not the only person who picks their scalp! I guess we'll need less dye when lightening our hair, right? Coz some of it is already white?
Love you so much <3
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