I did something that may or may not be unexpected for you, but that was unexpected for me and for my family.
I went to the doctor and had my Nexplanon (ie birth control implant ) removed last Friday.
Only my husband (of course, he was involved in the decision) and my mom know this. I'm 37 and I'm not at all sure I will get pregnant, but we figured we'll give it a try.
It is scary, and in addition, I haven't had periods for 8 years and I'm not looking forward to that part, but hey. It's now or never.
If it happens, good. If it doesn't, we'll be okay.
Now, I need to lose weight. It will take a few weeks before anything can happen, and I shall take advantage now. So, diet, vitamins, etc etc.
I'm scared as fuck.
(and in the darkened underpass, I thought oh God, my chance has come at last,
but then a strage fear gripped me and I just couldn't ask)
I was listening to The Smiths a few weeks ago and I realized I couldn't just let this fear stop me
There is a light and it never goes out, there is a light and it never goes out
I went to the doctor and had my Nexplanon (ie birth control implant ) removed last Friday.
Only my husband (of course, he was involved in the decision) and my mom know this. I'm 37 and I'm not at all sure I will get pregnant, but we figured we'll give it a try.
It is scary, and in addition, I haven't had periods for 8 years and I'm not looking forward to that part, but hey. It's now or never.
If it happens, good. If it doesn't, we'll be okay.
Now, I need to lose weight. It will take a few weeks before anything can happen, and I shall take advantage now. So, diet, vitamins, etc etc.
I'm scared as fuck.
(and in the darkened underpass, I thought oh God, my chance has come at last,
but then a strage fear gripped me and I just couldn't ask)
I was listening to The Smiths a few weeks ago and I realized I couldn't just let this fear stop me
There is a light and it never goes out, there is a light and it never goes out
2 comments:
This is great! I really hope things go well and you’ll have a little family of your own soon. I totally get dreading the return of periods. I’ve been on Implanon for nearly 11 years, blissfully period-free, and I can’t imagine what it’d be like to go through getting a ‘first period’ again. I think I’d be just as clueless and daunted as I was when I first got them!
All the best <3
xx
I am so happy for you. I really hoped you would do this! You and hubby will have the world's cutest babies xoxoxo
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