Sometimes I think I could stop this struggle and just accept the reality, meaning the current weight, accepting I'll never be skinny again
and then in dawns of me I gave up the hope of getting skinny, I'd be giving up the hope for happiness.
And this is so sad, it brings tears to my eyes.
I need to spend more time with my husband
Right now my life seems to consist purely of work, work frustration, restricting, training, bingeing, work...
And now my friends, after 12 solid hours of work, I'll go home to train with Jillian Michaels (my hero)
and then in dawns of me I gave up the hope of getting skinny, I'd be giving up the hope for happiness.
And this is so sad, it brings tears to my eyes.
I need to spend more time with my husband
Right now my life seems to consist purely of work, work frustration, restricting, training, bingeing, work...
And now my friends, after 12 solid hours of work, I'll go home to train with Jillian Michaels (my hero)
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