I'm wide awakeWide awakeI'm not sleepingOh, no, no, no
If you should ask then maybe they'dTell you what I would sayTrue colors fly in blue and blackBruised silken sky and burning flagColors crash, collide in bloodshot eyes
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, oohIf I could, you know I would, if I could, I wouldLet it go
(Bad, U2)
How long have I been listening to this song? Must be 20 years at least.
I'm actually quite happy. Not about my weight, nor my looks, nor my back which aches like hell 25 days a month.
But overall, I am happy. I believe that the new family member has a good deal to do with it, despite the trouble of scooping up all his poop.
He is still very scared of being outdoor, but I keep trying and he's starting to be more comfortable as long as he can stay on my shoulder or in my arms. Hopefully we can train him to feel safe in a backpack where he can peek out.
On top, we're having a lovely autumn with long and dry days, pleasant temperature outside. My team is doing great at work and I always have a good time with them. This pretty much carries through work on a daily basis.
So the only thing is, I'm still fat.