I would die for you

Okay, let's face it: I've been failing for months.

Plans? Bullshit.

I just have to stop eating.

Just like I did last year. I won't see S for two weeks, and I must take full advantage of it by NOT EATING.

I'll be at the Parents' place for the weekend, I'll try to skip some of the meals by going out jogging.

I love you all

Je vais bien, ne t'en fais pas

(I'm fine, don't worry)

I never saw the movie, but I read the book when I was still living in France, and I loved it.

I love the song anyway... it's for me and for each one of you. I'm sorry I'm not posting much, I love you.

PS. Things are not very good right now, but I'm fine. I'll be fine. Don't worry. I just need an angel to come and get me. Yeah, it's one of these days, when you think "I might die tonight, just close my eyes in my bed and never wake up". But I will wake up, I promise.

Lucy, take another walk out of your fake world

please put all the food out of your hand

you'll see that you can breathe without no back up

so much stuff you got to understand

for every step in any walk

any town of any thought

I'll be your guide

for every fast or any binge

any place you've never been

I’ll be your guide

Lucy, you know there's still a place for people like us

the same blood runs in every hand

you see it's not the wings that makes the angel

just have to move the bats out of your head

for every step in any walk

any town of any thought

I’ll be your guide

for every street of any scene

any place you've never been

I’ll be your guide

Lucy, easy as a kiss we'll find an answer

put all your fears back in the shade

don't become a ghost without no colour

cause you're the best paint life ever made