LTM

130.7 lbs is the lowest weight of the last twelve months.
how fucking long before I'm at least below 130? I'll probably kill myself if this doesn't happen by Saturday.
59.3kg of disgustness. Well, I know not all of it is fat. About 14 kg (31lbs).
Gym tomorrow morning.
I may go back to puking, but with the allergy hitting me so hard core, it's probably a very bad idea right now.
going back to working, sniffing and coughing
love

After putting in 16 solid hours of work yesterday, that involved skipping dinner and leaving halfway through lunch (which consisted of raw salmon and green salad), new low weight of the year.
59.8kg this morning. 132.1lbs. BMI: a solid 21.0
Still disgusting, and we all know that weight loss achieved through fasting doesn't last.
Well, at least I did drink a lot of water throughout the whole day, so the loss shouldn't be derived from water starvation.

(and just in case you were wondering, no, I don't get paid for extra hours)

Not good

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I am so fucking gross and fat I disgust myself also I had sworn to be down to 57 (which is super gross) for the Marathon instead I'm still over 60
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Am I going to die fat? Will I ever stop to work 60+ hours a week?

(Also, my boss just got a Liposuction done to her legs. I fucking hate her)

argh

My relay marathon is next Sunday

and my idiot husband left our running shoes at his parents place

weight has been stuck for 3 weeks now. fuck, fuck, fuck.

(how the fuck am I gonna run 10k in a decent time with old, overused, no longer having any kind of amortization shoes?)