and I'm the only one to blame

it is never enough
whatever I do, it is never enough

I've dropped 2kg of fat over 7 days, yet I somehow managed to gain 1kg of water. screw me

I'm training hard, and most of the time I'm exhausted. I'm also not sleeping well, so on weekends, I try to get some rest through a nap or such. Dad just told me on the phone "I don't want to see you on the couch the whole weekend" (instead of saying "lovely that you're coming to visit").

And work, that's the worst.


when it's good then it's good it's so good
till it goes bad

I'm still trying to find the me I once had

Start

At almost 28, there is one thing I wish more than anything else.

Getting back to the 105lbs I weighted when I was 18.

I'm 5'57 tall. I used to have a body that ROCKED.

Yeah, this was my body.

The main issue is, I cannot possibly cut junk food.

Because I don't eat junk food. I'm vegetarian, don't do fast food, but crave typical Italian food, such as a good diish of pasta with plenty of vegetables.

Furthermore, I work hard, and long hours. Yeah, I'm a damned workaholic. And even though I want to be thin more than anything else, I cannot afford losing my job. I work in the M&A consulting, and it's a tough world.

I also exercise a lot. Well, a lot if you consider how many hours I work.

And now, the moment of the truth.

I'm currently 130 lbs

BMI: 20.7

My first goal is, by May 20, dropping 10lbs

Wish me luck lovelies!