08 June 2015
18 May 2015
The saddest thing
.. is not when a blogger of the blogorexia drops out.
The saddest thing is when his/her blog turns into a spam thing about food/movies on streaming 7whatever junk that pollutes your blog feed until you cancel them from your reading list and you'll never know it they'll ever be back.
Marcus, I still miss you. It's been years since you last blogged, but you are one who really and truly inspired me. I do hope you are doing well and hopefully you dropped off because you are happy.
The saddest thing is when his/her blog turns into a spam thing about food/movies on streaming 7whatever junk that pollutes your blog feed until you cancel them from your reading list and you'll never know it they'll ever be back.
Marcus, I still miss you. It's been years since you last blogged, but you are one who really and truly inspired me. I do hope you are doing well and hopefully you dropped off because you are happy.
11 May 2015
Lucy Shadow's weekend
the weekend:
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06 May 2015
Dear darling
How about me enjoying the moment for once?
Those weeks resolved into working (90%), running (8%, did 21km on Sunday) and cocaine (2%).
My self hurting is derailing - under my (still) thick mane of hair, by scalp is bleeding in dozens of places. Fuck me.
In the meanwhile, I'm finally (although barely) below 125lbs.
I really need to get to 120 lbs before I go to Greece (hence in 20 days).
the rest doesn't matter.
No wonder they tell me I look pale
Those weeks resolved into working (90%), running (8%, did 21km on Sunday) and cocaine (2%).
My self hurting is derailing - under my (still) thick mane of hair, by scalp is bleeding in dozens of places. Fuck me.
In the meanwhile, I'm finally (although barely) below 125lbs.
I really need to get to 120 lbs before I go to Greece (hence in 20 days).
the rest doesn't matter.
No wonder they tell me I look pale
22 April 2015
I'm on fire
All I need to do, is keep on not eating.
And I'll get there
I'll be happier
Things are ..
I don't know
I worked 32 hours in two days
Skipped many meals and lost a lot of weight
A lot more needs to go
But my abs are kinda showing for the first time in ages
And this feels so fucking good I just want more and more
It's like my ED is singing into my ears
Hey little girl is your daddy home?
Did he go away and leave you all alone?
I got a bad desire
I'm on fire
Tell me now, baby, is he good to you?
Can he do to you the things that I can do?
I can take you higher
I'm on fire
Sometimes, it's like someone took a knife, baby
Edgy and dull, and cut a six-inch valley
Through the middle of my soul
At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet
And a freight train running through the
Middle of my head
Only you can cool my desire
I'm on fire
And I'll get there
I'll be happier
Things are ..
I don't know
I worked 32 hours in two days
Skipped many meals and lost a lot of weight
A lot more needs to go
But my abs are kinda showing for the first time in ages
And this feels so fucking good I just want more and more
It's like my ED is singing into my ears
Hey little girl is your daddy home?
Did he go away and leave you all alone?
I got a bad desire
I'm on fire
Tell me now, baby, is he good to you?
Can he do to you the things that I can do?
I can take you higher
I'm on fire
Sometimes, it's like someone took a knife, baby
Edgy and dull, and cut a six-inch valley
Through the middle of my soul
At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet
And a freight train running through the
Middle of my head
Only you can cool my desire
I'm on fire
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